ColorsOfRain

I don't know what exactly to write.. So I'll start with my favorite.. How to describe it.. mm my favorite activities. I like to write stories, to draw anime characters, to sing and to listen a music <3 Now more information for myself.. Sometimes I'm getting angry for nothing.. But sometimes I'm just like 'little sweet bunny ' xD So.. I love Paramore, Skillet, The Rasmus all kind of Trance anddd I forgot Simple plan ^^ So that is.. If someone wants to know more.. mm he wants too much :D

screammylungsout-: takemetoinfinitywoahoh: nevershoutneverforeverandever: thelordvoldemort: glamourrush: weallwillbethegr69est: sweetkilljoys: endofthebeginning: flashcapricorn: osomness: barefeetanddreams: bfaustt715: This is my sister, Libby, and me. Beautiful isn’t she? She was your average 18 year old girl. She listened to music, flirted with boys, and went to the beach with her friends. But she was also a really good actress. Everyday she woke up and pretended she wasn’t depressed. She pretended she wasn’t bulimic. And she pretended she was happy. Everyday she would leave for school and I’d tell her I loved her. Shed smile and say I love you too. One day she told our mum that she was sick and wanted to stay home from school. Mum thought nothing of it and told her okay. My brothers, younger sister, and I all left for school or work. A couple hours later I received a frantic phone call from my brother, Piers. “Get home now! RIGHT NOW!” He yelled. I rushed home as fast as I could. When I got to my house an ambulance was parked out front. My brother Thatcher was sitting on the stairs with his face in his hands. My other brother Royce was shaking uncontrollably next to him. I rushed to them and demanded to know what happened. Who was hurt? Thatcher looked at me and said ‘Libby’ I ran inside and found my mum crumpled on the bathroom floor…..covered in blood. I knew from the moment I saw the blood what had happened. But I didn’t want to believe it. I ran to my sisters room praying I’d find her laying sick in her bed. She wasn’t there… I picked up her cell phone, which had buzzed, she had over 20 unread messages. I read one it was from a girl who disliked Libby it said ‘you’re a fucking whore’. I dropped the phone and ran back to my brothers. I cried with them until finally someone came and told us that our sister was dead. Every single one of our lives changed that day. And every year on the day she died we each die a little more. That was three years ago. I miss my sister everyday more and more. Please know that you are beautiful no matter if you’re straight, gay, bi, black, white, BLUE, ANYTHING. You belong in this world. Do NOT take yourself out of it. Someone loves you, and someone WILL miss you. everyone needs to know this :( I feel like crying when I read this. People need to know what words can do.. Heart breaking &lt;/3  This made me cry, it’s so heartbreaking. It’s not right that people think it’s acceptable to bully and victimise people for things about them we should be celebrating and sharing together. It’s sad that it’s still so common and people’s lives are being wasted and people are dying way before their time because they don’t think they’re good enough and they feel they can’t carry on. If you are reading this; please know that you are special and beautiful in your own way. No one can replicate you. You’re not alone and if you feel this way please tell someone and get some help because there are people out there that care and will help you.  I actually cried.. Why is the world so fucking awful? I cried. i got chills tears in my eyes. I’m crying. That’s all that I can bring myself to say. I’m crying. I can’t believe that. I’m crying &lt;/3 She’s beautiful. nothing like this should happen to anyone.  r.i.p. beautiful girl&lt;3 this is just too sad. she didn’t deserve to feel like that &lt;/3

screammylungsout-:

takemetoinfinitywoahoh:

nevershoutneverforeverandever:

thelordvoldemort:

glamourrush:

weallwillbethegr69est:

sweetkilljoys:

endofthebeginning:

flashcapricorn:

osomness:

barefeetanddreams:

bfaustt715:

This is my sister, Libby, and me. Beautiful isn’t she? She was your average 18 year old girl. She listened to music, flirted with boys, and went to the beach with her friends. But she was also a really good actress. Everyday she woke up and pretended she wasn’t depressed. She pretended she wasn’t bulimic. And she pretended she was happy. Everyday she would leave for school and I’d tell her I loved her. Shed smile and say I love you too. One day she told our mum that she was sick and wanted to stay home from school. Mum thought nothing of it and told her okay. My brothers, younger sister, and I all left for school or work. A couple hours later I received a frantic phone call from my brother, Piers. “Get home now! RIGHT NOW!” He yelled. I rushed home as fast as I could. When I got to my house an ambulance was parked out front. My brother Thatcher was sitting on the stairs with his face in his hands. My other brother Royce was shaking uncontrollably next to him. I rushed to them and demanded to know what happened. Who was hurt? Thatcher looked at me and said ‘Libby’ I ran inside and found my mum crumpled on the bathroom floor…..covered in blood. I knew from the moment I saw the blood what had happened. But I didn’t want to believe it. I ran to my sisters room praying I’d find her laying sick in her bed. She wasn’t there… I picked up her cell phone, which had buzzed, she had over 20 unread messages. I read one it was from a girl who disliked Libby it said ‘you’re a fucking whore’. I dropped the phone and ran back to my brothers. I cried with them until finally someone came and told us that our sister was dead. Every single one of our lives changed that day. And every year on the day she died we each die a little more.

That was three years ago. I miss my sister everyday more and more. Please know that you are beautiful no matter if you’re straight, gay, bi, black, white, BLUE, ANYTHING. You belong in this world. Do NOT take yourself out of it. Someone loves you, and someone WILL miss you.

everyone needs to know this :(

I feel like crying when I read this. People need to know what words can do..

Heart breaking </3

 This made me cry, it’s so heartbreaking. It’s not right that people think it’s acceptable to bully and victimise people for things about them we should be celebrating and sharing together. It’s sad that it’s still so common and people’s lives are being wasted and people are dying way before their time because they don’t think they’re good enough and they feel they can’t carry on. If you are reading this; please know that you are special and beautiful in your own way. No one can replicate you. You’re not alone and if you feel this way please tell someone and get some help because there are people out there that care and will help you.

 I actually cried..

Why is the world so fucking awful? I cried.

i got chills

tears in my eyes.

I’m crying. That’s all that I can bring myself to say. I’m crying.

I can’t believe that. I’m crying </3 She’s beautiful. nothing like this should happen to anyone.

 r.i.p. beautiful girl<3

this is just too sad. she didn’t deserve to feel like that </3

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♦ 1 year ago